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Eid Mubarak! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! LOLYAY!

Sun Sep 20, 2009, 7:30 AM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: "Hari Raya Aidilfitri" Songs
  • Reading: "Hari Raya Aidilfitri" Greetings
  • Watching: "Hari Raya Aidilfitri" TV Specials
  • Playing: Duit Raya
  • Eating: "Hari Raya Aidilfitri" Delicacies
  • Drinking: Plain Water
:iconhighgwahplz:

20.09.2009

To all Muslims out there... Online and Offline...

"Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir dan Batin!" :)

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Well...

Since I am in a really Festive Mood... I will replace that old Journal Entry about "National Service" with a Special Journal Entry about "Hari Raya Aidilfitri"...

Nothing but a Simple Greeting to All who celebrate this Islamic Holiday with their Families and Friends. Nothing else...

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That is all. Were You seriously expecting Something brilliant from Me? LULZ... :lol:

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"External Links"

- My Blog: [link]
- My Art Blog: [link]
- My FaceBook Account: [link]
- My Twitter Account : [link]
- My Final Year Project (Destiny Blade): [link]
- My Final Year Project Blog (Beyond Comics): [link]

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Take Care Everyone! :)

- Neo V7.0

Dead Since 2008... Dead Until 2010... LOL Death...

Sat Sep 12, 2009, 7:50 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Wha Chow! (It Is Like A Kick In The Nuts!)
  • Reading: "Shaman King" Chapter 300 (Finale)
  • Watching: "Hellsing Ultimate" (Episode 6)
  • Playing: Macromedia Flash Professional 8
  • Eating: Nothing (Fasting Month)
  • Drinking: Nothing (Fasting Month)
:iconimdeadplz:

12 SEPTEMBER 2009...

1 Year ago... I was officially involved in Singapore's "Compulsory Conscription" of ALL Male Singaporean Citizens. I had to serve a Period of 2 Years as a "Full Time National ServiceMan" (NSF) in the "Singapore Armed Forces" (SAF). I seriously believed that I was really going to die...

Today... I have officially served 1 Year of "National Service". I have reached the "Middle Point" MileStone of my Compulsory Military Service. Somehow... I am still alive... Still alive...

Or I actually died 1 Year ago and I have been in "Eternal Punishment" since then. Only God knows...

1 Year later... I will officially be relieved of ALL my Duties as a "Full Time National ServiceMan" in the "Singapore Armed Forces". I will finally be Free... Free to live like I used to live 1 Year ago...

Free to live until I have to serve MORE Years of "National Service" as an "Operationally Ready National ServiceMan" (NSMan / Reservist) until I live to be 40 or 50 Years old. Only God knows if I will still even be alive until then...

1 Year has passed since September 12 of 2008. Several times I had really WISHED for Death since then. Several times I had really believed that I was somehow both Dead and Alive at the same time since then. How else could I somehow still be "alive" despite all of the Suffering which I had to experience during 1 Year of "National Service"? There have been People who DIED during their "National Service". So how did I manage to survive until now?...

Since I will be experiencing 1 more Year of "National Service"... Can I still be "alive"? Will I still be "alive"? Only God knows... Because only God does...

To be Chronologically precise... I will officially be relieved of ALL my Duties on September 11 of 2010...

Yes. One of the Saddest Days in Human History will also be one of the Happiest Days in my Life History. Should I be Publicly Happy or Publicly Sad on that Day? I can almost sense the Future Awkwardness when I express my Joy online when other People do not feel the same Way...

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:iconsoldierplz:

That is all that I can say for now. I am still feeling really worn out and depressed because of all my recent Military Regimental Duties. Seriously... These Regimental Duties can really deaden your Soul... :O

I seriously do not know how much Stress I can endure before I finally CRACK and experience a COMPLETE MENTAL BREAKDOWN. How ANYONE else is actually capable of dealing with all that I had to deal with and still be able remain more Sane than I am is totally beyond my Understanding. LOLWAT?! D:

Am I really cut out for Military Life? I have been wondering about that since September 12 of 2008 and I will most likely keep on wondering about that until September 11 of 2010. There is no Escape. Goddommot... :(

Maybe Someone out there can and will finally put Me out of my Misery. I need a Saviour. I needed a Saviour since September 12 of 2008. I will keep on Praying for a Saviour to deliver Me to my own "Promised Land". Sigh...

Whenever I am feeling too exhausted to write Journal Entries... I will post "FaceBook Updates" and "Twitter Updates" because I somehow find them to be a lot more convenient.

I tend to welcome Anyone out there who wants to be my Friend on FaceBook. I originally joined FaceBook because to connect to as many of my Friends as possible... NOT to waste my own Time playing various endless FaceBook Applications. No FaceBook Application has ever succeeded in attracting and keeping my Interest so far. Somehow... I really like it that Way. LAWLZ! :lol:

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Enough of all this Miserable Ranting about "National Service"! I need to be deeply entertained now with a lot of Comedy or I will never stop being this Negative. I need to be as Negative as I had always been and not become too Negative until it hurts.

My Sincere Thanks for reading all of this! (Assuming that You were seriously reading all of this. LOLZ!) :)

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"External Links"

- My Blog: [link]
- My Art Blog: [link]
- My FaceBook Account: [link]
- My Twitter Account : [link]
- My Final Year Project (Destiny Blade): [link]
- My Final Year Project Blog (Beyond Comics): [link]

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Take Care Everyone! :)

- Neo V7.0

Celebrating 21 Years Of Existence! Old Neo Is Old!

Wed Aug 26, 2009, 11:10 AM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Wha Chow! (It Is Like A Kick In The Nuts!)
  • Reading: "Shaman King" Chapter 300 (Finale)
  • Watching: "Hellsing Ultimate" (Episode 6)
  • Playing: Macromedia Flash Professional 8
  • Eating: Nothing (Fasting Month)
  • Drinking: Nothing (Fasting Month)
:iconneoversion7:

BRB CELEBRATING MY 21ST BORNDAY AT HOME AND NOT IN CAMP! LOLYAY! :lol:

Expect some "BornDay Deviations" sooner or later! It really has been quite a while since I actually posted some Stuff in here... :)

Full Story about some Recent Events in my Life will be posted in another Journal Entry when I somehow feel free enough to type it all out. LOLZ! :lol:

:iconimhappyplz:

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Happy BornDay To Me! LOLYAYAGAIN! :)

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"External Links"

- My Blog: [link]
- My Art Blog: [link]
- My FaceBook Account: [link]
- My Twitter Account : [link]
- My Final Year Project (Destiny Blade): [link]
- My Final Year Project Blog (Beyond Comics): [link]

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Take Care Everyone! :)

- Neo V7.0 (Age 21)

Borndays! Singapore And I Will Be Older Again?!...

Sun Aug 2, 2009, 4:40 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: What Do You See - Electrico
  • Reading: "Weekly Shonen Jump" Updates
  • Watching: "National Day Parade" Music Videos
  • Playing: Adobe Illustrator CS4
  • Eating: Chocolates & Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Soy Bean Milk
"NEO'S INDEPENDENT RANDOM REPORT"

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"2 AUGUST 2009"

Next Camp Report Date: Sunday - 2 August 2009 - 11:00 PM (GMT + 8:00)

Injuries: None

Illnesses: None

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"Miscellaneous Content"

:iconcakeplz:

Yes. The Month of August is here and that means that Singapore and I will once again be another Year older and so will my Father as well as the late Michael Jackson himself if he was still alive now. August will also be another challenging Month for Me because I will be learning to juggle even more Military Work and still be trying to find some Time for myself. Sigh...

:iconsgdeviants:

9 August will be the Day that all Singaporeans celebrate 44 Years of Independence. LOLYAY! :lol:

The Theme of the 2009 National Day Parade (NDP) is "Come Together - Reaching Out. Reaching Up."...

Official NDP Website: [link]

The Theme Song of the 2009 NDP is "What Do You See" by "Electrico"...

YouTube Music Video: [link]

There will also be "Webcast Providers" for Anyone who is unable to view the "Live Telecast" on Local TV. The Webcast will begin at 1815 Hours Singapore Time... (GMT + 8:00)

:iconkyrelamyl: made the Effort to view the "2008 NDP" all the way from the United States and she was not disappointed. :)

2009 NDP Webcast: [link]

I really hope that I can somehow have a "Break" from National Service to fully enjoy National Day. I will also be posting a Special 2009 National Day Deviation so please stay tuned!

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:iconneoversion7:

27 August will be the Day that I reach 21 Years of Age. I will "Level Up" again and I will finally be old enough to Vote. My entire Life is changing even more and I can never stop it from changing. I cannot help but wonder about what my Future really holds sometimes. Hmmm...

Sadly... I will be in Camp on my Bornday so I will not be able to celebrate my Old Age in the Comforts of my Home with all of my Family and Friends. Sigh... :(

My Father's Bornday is on the 25th and I seriously pray that he will still continue to live on to guide and support me with my Mother like he had always done during the past 20 Years of my Life.

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:iconmichaeljacksonplz:

"Michael Joseph Jackson" was born on 29 August 1958 and he would be 51 Years old if he was still alive now. He was gone too soon... :(

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:iconimdeadplz:

My First Week as an Official "Transport Supervisor" was indeed as difficult as I had always expected. There was a lot that I had to learn and remember about my new Job and I still feel quite intimidated by various Officers that I encounter on a Daily Basis. I have been told by them that I can always seek Help from them whenever I need it. I do need Help. Lots of it. Almost all the goddamn Time. Goddamnit...

I also had encountered plenty of Difficulties and I am certain that I will encounter a lot more in the Future. I pray that I can somehow survive and manage all of my Duties without losing my Health and my Sanity in the Process. I may still be new on the Job but I cannot possibly be "New" forever...

There will definitely be Times where I will be busy beyond Measure and I will also become the Victim of Stress and Fatigue. I need the Support of my Family and Friends to keep me going whenever I am down. I sometimes think that my "stubborn" Will to Live somehow came from all of them. LULZ! =P

Also, I have been chosen to use my Drawing / Animating Skills to help out with an important Military Project. I have been told that I will actually achieve "Recognition" for my Contributions if the Project proves to be a Success. My Drawing Ability was actually described as an "Asset". Would you seriously describe my Drawing Ability as an "Asset" if you saw all of the Deviations in my Gallery?

I do not really know about how I should really feel about this Military Project. It is quite relevant to my Interests so I am not really complaining about it. I just hope that all of my Efforts would be worth making. Hmmm...

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:iconimthinkingplz:

That is all that I can say for now. I still have some Stuff that I need to prepare and pack before I leave my Home and return to my new Camp to spend another Week full of Misery and Suffering.

I will still have my 21st Bornday on my Mind and I pray that I would be able to manage my Tasks a lot better this Time. I know that I have been "hoping" and "praying" for a lot of Positive Stuff but I suppose that doing so is still better than being a complete Pessimist. It shows that somehow I still want to look at the Positive Side of Life... No matter how much it really sucks now. LAWLZ!...

See you all on Saturday! :)

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"External Links"

- My Blog: [link]
- My Art Blog: [link]
- My FaceBook Account: [link]
- My Twitter Account : [link]
- My Final Year Project (Destiny Blade): [link]
- My Final Year Project Blog (Beyond Comics): [link]

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Take Care, Everyone! :)

- Neo V7.0

Agony Awaits And Age Advances As August Approaches

Sat Jul 25, 2009, 9:30 AM
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Koi Wa Sensou - Hatsune Miku
  • Reading: "Weekly Shonen Jump" Updates
  • Watching: "Cosfest 8" & "YouTube Poop&
  • Playing: Adobe Illustrator CS4
  • Eating: Chocolates & Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Soy Bean Milk
"NEO'S INDEPENDENT RANDOM REPORT"

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"26 JULY 2009"

Next Camp Report Date: Sunday - 26 July 2009 - 11:00 PM (GMT + 8:00)

Injuries: None

Illnesses: None

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"Miscellaneous Content"

:icongentlemenpls:

July is coming to an End and my Limited Freedom will end too. But before I mention more about that, I would like to dispense a more pleasant Story...

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Cosfest 8 was indeed a "Very Happy Event". I drew on the "Graffiti Wall" and I publicly danced as "Monkey D. Luffy" from "One Piece". I am actually planning to cosplay as a different Character from a different Manga in future Events. A Character Change might be good for me. I just need to be more willing to spend more... LAWLZ!

The various Performances were awesome and I really enjoyed watching them. Only a few People wanted to take Photos of me in "Luffy Mode" so I had a lot of Free Time during the Event. I humbly thank all those who were willing to point their Cameras at me and to all those who decided not to do so, I honestly do not blame any of you. Maybe I should just stick to more Drawing and less Cosplaying. If you have posted any Cosfest Photos of me online, I would like to see them. I would FacePalm myself as I do so but I suppose that it would all be worth it somehow. "One Piece" will always have my Support here in Singapore.

To all those who visited this Account through the Link that I wrote on the Graffiti Wall, I also would like to extend my sincere Thanks to you. Even if you swear to never visit my boring Gallery again, your First Visit will still be appreciated. It can be quite difficult to gain some Positive Attention from the Public Eye when there are more competent Artists all around you. I will still make my Mark in all future Graffiti Walls that I come across in the Future. Drawing freely is still too fun to pass up.

I got to meet some Old Friends and I also got to make some New Friends too! This is a Positive Outcome out of any Social Event. My "Entertaining" Personality can win the Hearts of those who are willing to give in to it. My Comics may not have given away any Suggestion that I am funny in any way but I believe that I would not have a lot of Friends in my Life now if I could not bring some Joy to their Lives. Maybe I should do a Deviation about my Voice-Acting Skills or something like that. Impressions can be quite fun to do.

I went Home exhausted but satisfied. I sometimes wish that I could have done more during the Event instead of roaming aimlessly like an Idiot but there is no Point in dwelling on such Thoughts. There will always be next Year and I want to live long enough to experience it once again. Also, MOAR COSPLAY CARAMELLDANSEN!
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:icondepressedplz:

Now comes the Unpleasant Part of my Journal Entries which no one else really reads or cares. But if you do want to care then you can read on! LOLYAY!

I have finally been posted to a new Military Unit to spend the rest of my National Service Period. I am a Transport Supervisor who now needs to prove to his Superiors as well as his Subordinates that he is competent and reliable. I am feeling the Pressure to meet some Expectations and I am worried that I might actually screw Something up eventually. I know that Mistakes are Natural to all Human Beings but the Damages that are caused by some Mistakes can seriously be more than Anyone would be willing to handle for as long as they live. I do not ever want to end up like that and I really hope that all my Fears do not completely consume me. I will see what Fate is truly intending... I will see what it did there...

I cannot disclose a lot of Information about my new Unit but I think that I can reveal this...

Due to Manpower Reasons, I am required to "Stay In" Camp from Sunday Night to Friday Evening every Week. My "Stay Out" Days is gone and my Limited Freedom has become even more Limited once more. I will only be Online during Weekends and I will have to deal with a Mountain of Updates every Week when I reach Home. Sigh...

So what does this mean? Well, it obviously means that my Deviation Updates will once again be even more scarce than it is now. DAYUM!

I would be goddamn lucky if I can somehow produce at least one decent Deviation a Week. If Physical or Mental Exhaustion does not get to me, then there will always be a Possibilty that a Negative Event will affect me. Remedial Trainings, Overseas Trainings, Regimental Duties, Confinements and other Punishments are some Examples of how Fate can screw me over until my Nation Service is completed. Will I end up being even more miserable than I am now? We shall see... Assuming that I am still alive to experience another Day...

Being extremely busy with Military Matters that are not even relevant to my Interests can be quite depressing but I will pray for some Support and some Guidance. I am not always a Pessimist but I always find it difficult to see the Positive Side of Life when there is too much Shit happening to a lot of People in the World these Days. Once again, I am completely baring my insignificant Soul like there is no Tommorow. Oh Heck with it... This is my goddamn Journal! LULZ!

I do not know if I should hate my Life sometimes. Oh well...

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:iconwtfisthisplz:

In Other News...

When August arrives, there will be some Borndays to celebrate. Some of you would already know about them by now. For all those who have no Clue about them, I will reveal more Information when August is finally here. KEKEKE!

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:iconimthinkingplz:

That is all that I can say for now. I am trying to draw as much as possible before my temporary Military Career consumes my Weekdays once again. I also need to prepare a Shitload of Army Stuff to keep me alive and sane during my "Stay In" Periods. I cannot take it easy. Not anymore...

If you have managed to read and comprehend all of this Journal Entry, then I sincerely thank you. I will miss coming Online on a Daily Basis but I will try to return Home safe and sound by every Weekend...

Wish me Luck! :)

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"External Links"

- My Blog: [link]
- My Art Blog: [link]
- My FaceBook Account: [link]
- My Twitter Account : [link]
- My Final Year Project (Destiny Blade): [link]
- My Final Year Project Blog (Beyond Comics): [link]

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Take Care, Everyone! :)

- Neo V7.0

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